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kico
Everyone,
I copied my last post here to corboy's new thread on Enlightenment vs. Depersonalisation where I hope we can comtinue this discussion.
I saw a great BBC Horizon documentary this week (about the nature of 'reality') which I will post about on the new thread, which postulates a new mathematical theory that we might all be living in a virtual world created by a future advanced civilisation using super-computers to generate us and our world.
The naure of what is 'reality', what is 'enlightenment', and what is 'dissociation' is one I would like to understand more about.
Chris
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Posted: 12-20-2003 06:49 AM Post subject: Guy has a point and I apologize
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The depersonalization issues are relevant to LGATS.
The question whether enlightenment is the same or different from depersonalization is a different topic, though no less important.
So, I 're-shelved' my posts to a different thread on
[forum.culteducation.com]
We can keep both discussions going on the different threads.
Apologies for getting things mixed up. Sometimes a topic jazzes me up and I forget. Guy was right to speak up.
This has surfaced an important problem for persons recovering from LGATs and entities like it:
Certain topics like 'enlightenment' have been so closely tied to the problematic LGAT meme-complexes that they are no longer liberating as once intended.
Once an LGATs meme bundle is attached to the enlightenment teaching, that enlightenment meme bundle loses its character and becomes an 'endarkment' for in combo with the LGAT material it is perverted into a triggers or lever that re-infects the sufferer's mind, keeping the LGAT meme more firmly in place, rather than something that awakens the mind and enables the person to question and remove problematic memes..
As Jesus put it, you cannot serve God and Mammon. When enlightenment teachings are hitched to endarkment teachings, those enlightenment teachers become endarkment.
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Hope
Nope, Cosmo. Much of what the therapist tried to do wasn't accurate - far from it, and since the doctor did such a great job at deceiving me (and his med school, colleagues and state professional association) , the issue of how deep the deception went was not addressed, overlooked by focusing on codependency issues. I've beaten that dead horse enough. One visit with the LSW was so enlightening that all I could do was cry. She was able to help me understand the confusion and shock, which the other therapist didn't get. Unfortunately, can't afford to go to her, but we're working on changing the company policy on this, so who knows?
It is a great idea to have a directory of therapists skilled in this kind of treatment.
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Hope
I didn't go to a psychiatrist. I went to a psychotherapist who specialized in mainly verbal abuse, which I naively thought at the time was the biggest issue. Most therapists are not trained to understand problems associated with danderous groups, LGATs, etc. I did go to the free support group that the cult-specialist-LSW has and learned how similar the dynamics are, whether it is a one-on-one cultic relationship or an LGAT or other group. That was very helpful. And I just kept reading, here and all the books I could get my hands on.
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Posted: 12-09-2003 09:48 PM Post subject: Post-landmark concentration syndrome Reply with quote
Before my involvement with landmark as a staff member, I was in a career which required me to ingest a large volume of information on a daily basis. On a typical morning, I would read four or five newspapers front to back, and would throughout the day zip through a number of other documents and an average of 200 e-mails per day.
What follows is what a few other former program leaders and staff members have referred to in other threads...
After leaving staff, on a typical day, I can barely manage to get through one newspaper, and at times have had to stack them up until I can concentrate enough to be able to make it through a one-column article. Sometimes the pile gets high enough I end up tossing them instead.
Being able to appropriately concentrate or focus on what is in front of me is nearly impossible these days. It's taken up to a month at times just to finish a magazine. I used to read three or four novels per week, a typical novel now takes anywhere from a week to two months depending on the length and amount of concentration I can muster.
At times, it takes two hours or longer to compose one reply to a thread on the system. First there is figuring out what I want to say and how to phrase it. Then there is the first edit to ensure no jargon has leaked into the comments. Then follows the second edit to ensure that if jargon has been removed, that the reply still makes sense.
Before I ever got involved, I was a human vacuum cleaner for information, taking in everything I could, understanding it as I went along, and processing the facts to come up with a large mental reference library. Now, it takes a concerted effort to focus long enough to watch the evening news. A friend tells me this is another lingering effect of the programming.
Still looking for the route to get back to where I was before getting involved in landmark. I recall reading somewhere online that people claimed increased clarity after doing the forum... yeah right.
Perhaps why some former staff go back again? When in an environment where the programming is active, they can function?