[u:b437afdd8b][b:b437afdd8b]THE HOUSE OF HELP DEVOTEE & MR. RAJA[/b:b437afdd8b][/u:b437afdd8b]
So you met a House of Help Devotee on the streets or if you're really lucky Mr. Raja himself. You're really impressed by their enthusiasm and the magical coincidence of the meeting. It must be a message from God! A promise of a brighter future.
You decide to go Mr. Raja's seminar. You are taken by his charm, charisma and appeal. He inspires you that [b:b437afdd8b]"ONE", that's you, "CAN DO MORE THAN ONE MILLION!"[/b:b437afdd8b] Little insignificant me can do all that! Wow!
All the questions you've ever had are being answered in the HELP Consciousness and by Mr. Raja.
1. How can I make more money?
2. How can I HELP solve all the social problems like Poverty, Drug Addiction and Hunger in the world?
3. How can I become a more powerful, prominent and stronger person?
4. How can I Help to create World Peace?
5. How can I become more significant leading a fuller and meaningful life?
Finally, you've met a group of people who claim to have all the answers and the solution. You don't know how to do it on you own, but Mr Raja and the House of Help know.
You attend meetings with Raja and the view of helping him voluntarily for this cause. You meet with him at 10 a.m. thinking you're going to do some work, that was the previous day's premise for this meeting, but you're detained for 4 or more hours. No mention that this would happen! He explains the Help Consciousness to you that was taught by his mother and his military training in the Special Forces. What he teaches is the combination of the two fused together. Everything has to run on time. Every project is a mission from god and is run with miliary precision - Mission Critical. His passion can inspire and send you into a spin of confusion. You are taken to great spiritual heights. You will be instrumental in laying the foundations of peace that will eventuate in 500 years. Little old me is going down in history! Oh the glory sends you into raptures. It's a boost to your low-self esteem. Finally, some monumental meaning is in your life. You're dream of living with a close knit community of like-minded people and growing produce off the land exhilirates the Nature Lover. Meanwhile, the relaxing new age music keeps playing in the background.
Mr Raja's spiel is long. He's a wonderful story-teller. Strong emotions are jerked within. He keeps repeating the same things over again. Why? It puzzles you. "I've heard that all before" you think to yourself. Trying to analyse the repetition and what he's saying sends you further in a spin. Confusion. You look around at the other devotees in the room and notice their faces are 'pale and blank' - in a trance. You wonder if you're being brainwashed? No that can't be possible! Raja wouldn't do that. He's so nice, charming, speaks of God and doing His work. His passion for the BIG GAME, as he calls it, sweeps you to loftier heights. You dismiss the doubts. You are swept away on a HIGH!
Raja says if you're late for any appointment or meetings set YOU ARE OUT! His door will not open to you and he will not have anything to do with you again! This sends waves of fear and impeding rejection running through you. You better not slip up!
He finally asks you,
"George," (fictitious name) "will you JOIN with me in creating Pan Paradise on earth?"
You don't know what you're getting yourself into but you COMMIT,
The meeting ends. You feel hungry, thirsty and thoroughly confused. Anxiety looms. You do some work together for awhile. It's not the fun you expected it would be. Your head is still throbbing. You are overwhelmed! Going home in a daze.
It's 4 pm. You're starving. It takes you all evening to process some of what Raja said. Restless. Sleepless. Much confusion still looms.
The next day, you are told Challenges will be set for you. Each of you have to buy an item that Raja selects for you. Afterall, he's already spent $1,000,000 on the land. Why should he spend anymore? You have to buy a bulldozer. You have 4 months to buy it.
"I don't have the money!", you say helplessly.
"Well, then you must find a job to earn the money to buy it. Or ask someone who has it to give it to you."
Some people leave at this point. George doesn't have to buy that bulldozer according to Mr Raja BUT if he doesn't HE'LL ALWAYS BE STUCK AT THE LEVEL OF THE BULLDOZER. [b:b437afdd8b]Never progress beyond the financial level of the bulldozer[/b:b437afdd8b]. You might as well be sentenced to hell. Only weaklings leave! The pressure it great. Its fear that makes the weaklings leave. Gutless! Apparently a young devotee who started in the UK with him met all the progressive and ongoing challenges Raja set and now he's a trusted member running single-handedly the entire publishing arm of The HELP International Books. He rings Mr. Raja once a week for advise. YOU THINK THIS COULD BE YOU ONE DAY! Eventhough you don't want to give Raja all your money, this story is an ideal carrot to entice the donkey. Inevitably George decides to stay!
* * *
The House of Help devotees and members have said that Raja isn't a bad guy at all,
"So, he's deceitful and uses powers of persuasion to get you to commit. Everyone out there does it too. Car salesmen are worse! So what's your problem? ..... I was there. It wasn't that bad. .... Why are you so obsessed in making Raja the bad guy? Why do you want to warn others?
There's nothing wrong with him. We like and respect Raja. Leave him alone. Take responsibility for your emotions!"
This can be devastating. Leaving one to feel totally let down! When you tell them I've experienced depression and years of turmoil as a result of the [b:b437afdd8b]deceitful mind control methods [/b:b437afdd8b] Raja uses at the meetings, one isn't believed.
"He wouldn't deliberately hurt anyone!"
That maybe so, but the facts remain.
[b:b437afdd8b] Even good people with the purest intentions can harm unknowingly.[/b:b437afdd8b]
[u:b437afdd8b][b:b437afdd8b]YOU STILL WANT TO JOIN THE HOUSE OF HELP[/b:b437afdd8b][/u:b437afdd8b]
If you have joined or thinking of joining The House of Help, have come across my posts on this subject and don't believe a word I've said, that's OK. You must do what you feel is right for you. You are a free agent.
So you really want to join The House of Help regardless?
[u:b437afdd8b][b:b437afdd8b]MY FINAL ADVICE[/b:b437afdd8b][/u:b437afdd8b]
It may save you alot of pain and suffering in the unforeseen future.
1. Make sure you have [b:b437afdd8b]ALL the FACTS[/b:b437afdd8b] - what Raja expects of you laid straight out on the table BEFORE your "Initiation of Commitment." Then there are no suprises, shocks or hard pressure put on you.
2. Make sure you state what YOU are prepared to do and not. Make [b:b437afdd8b]YOUR BOUNDARIES, LIMITS & INTENTIONS[/b:b437afdd8b] clear and known too! This gives you more power.
3. [b:b437afdd8b]Don't tell all. [/b:b437afdd8b] Keep alot to yourself. Especially really personal and deep things.
4. Hire a[b:b437afdd8b] LAWYER [/b:b437afdd8b]to write out a[b:b437afdd8b] CONTRACT [/b:b437afdd8b][u:b437afdd8b]before[/u:b437afdd8b] you start your Challenges, that state when you leave The House of Help all the assets or the value of the assets you've purchased for Raja/God, will be REIMBURSED to you in full. Then Mr. Raja has to sign it and will be ACCOUNTABLE if need be.
This may save you from suing him in the future.
* * *
When you've had the cult experiences I've had and lived with the long-term effects of it, all you really want is ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. All I've ever wanted is to hear,
"I'm sorry you've been deeply hurt by Mr Raja!"
Like a Death in the family, this and my LGAT experience, has been a time of Grieving. People cannot fathom or understand the full extent of what you're going through.
"It happened 3 years ago or 15 years ago. Get over it! Stop harping on and on about it. It's the first LGAT you did that's solely responsible and at fault here. Not Raja!"
To me, this is like saying,
"The second rape and abuse wasn't that bad because you've been raped and abused before!"
This drives one to withdraw from these people....... Then again, it's not their fault. They're still under the influence of the brainwashing and programming. They are still held captive.
It's the DELIBERATE DECEIT & ARROGANCE of the man that still hurts!
My journey in trying to convince or prevent others from getting hurt has ended. I can't save all the people from the ills of the world. I have to allow people to make their own mistakes, as I made mine.
Despite the pain, hurt and anger,
Despite not trusting people,
Despite withdrawing from society,
Despite feeling alone,
Despite the mental and psychological abuse endured,
Despite not being fully acknowledged and believed,
Despite the spiritual and philosophical void,
Despite losing my innocence,
Despite my loss in the belief in human kindess,
Despite some gurus using hypnosis, mind control and powers of persuasion without knowing THAT'S WHAT THEY'RE USING!!
Despite it all .......
It's time I move on, regardless.
Maybe, one day when the programming and brainwashing wear off, in a decade or so, these same people will know what my hurt, anger, my passion for human rights and intentions were all about.
The freedom of mind, thoughts and spirit is a precious thing!
If you give it away to some vampire guru - no matter how well-liked, charismatic or good intentioned he is, then you can choose to take it back and [b:b437afdd8b]LEAVE![/b:b437afdd8b]
[b:b437afdd8b]It's never too late![/b:b437afdd8b]
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