Re: I lost a very dear friend to Landmark
Date: March 23, 2017 01:08AM
Hi, just an update, as it's been over a year.
We still talk occasionally, but it's NOTHING like we used to talk. I truly think he's so far gone.
The good news is is that I have stopped blaming myself, because I was doing that for so long. I thought it was my fault that he had withdrawn from me, but I know it wasn't, of course it wasn't.
I never addressed my concerns over Landmark to him, but I did hint at how much he changed. I kept replaying things in my head, maybe if I had behaved differently or looked the other way and played dumb, he would still be close to me. But of course this wasn't my fault.
Everything about him, I am realizing, is so, so classic Landmark.
I'm not sick over it like I was earlier. I've done my best to move on and am just cautiously optimistic that one day he'll come back down to earth, as I'm seeing is possible from other stories.
Thank you all for your support. It's been very helpful to know I'm not alone.