Re: Has Anyone Ever Heard of Radiant Life Church in Sacramento
Date: August 28, 2008 12:33PM
Dear his daughter,
I am so glad that you took the time to post. I want to answer you with some basics. Not all of us on this cite do not attend the church. I will speak for myself and tell you that I attended a week and 1/2 ago. I think there is agreement that the problem is more obvious in the inner circle and that it becomes more transparent as you work your way out of that circle and probably hard if not impossible to notice at a Sunday service. I do not consider myself in the inner circle either, but I can tell you that if you are discipled and are in ministries, then your toe is over the edge of that circle and I would be surprised if you did not notice anything "not quite right". It was a slow process for me, but I did notice the over enthusiasm over Tony. My discipler referred to Tony and Rose constantly as if they were perfect. "Tony said" was more common than "Jesus said." For me, it was subtle and I could kick myself for not picking up on what that meant earlier. But I too, have grown at the church and become closer to Christ. However, we can't balance the good against the bad and then call it even. God blessed us, even under the ministry of a false prophet. That is so like him, he never forsakes us.
I would just suggest that you read these posts, then think about things you heard and saw. You may see them more clearly. I would also point out two more analogies that I hope hits home. The German people didn't see anything wrong either. They were probably blessed by what was happening in their country. After all Hitler could actually deliver on some things. And while the Jews were being taken away, one family at a time, they probably thought they were nobodies with no influence and besides nothing in their lives was any different. Imagine waking up from the complacent trance and realizing that 6 million people died while they basking in their happy lives.
Second, the church is a body with the head in control of decisions, directions, etc. The body responds because it loves the head, it is part of them, it keeps them safe, makes the right decisions and keeps everyone happy. Then the head becomes sick. The rest of the body keeps functioning and are still happy. But slowly different parts start to notice and they are affected. Some parts leave (quit working) others stay working but are sick. The feet down at the bottom are still going and still have not noticed anything because they are the furthesst from the head. And even the subtle messages of sickness that eventually work their way down are overlooked or ignored, because the feet are still happy feet.
But eventually, the sickness will spread throughout the body and affect every part. When it gets to the feet, the feet finally realize that what the rest of the body was describing was true. If they would have listened up front, they would have started walking that whole body right to a hospital. But, now it is too late.
We are those parts. Some of us are still working, but are in pain. Others just quit working all together because they were too sick or were forced out by the head. Some are down at the feet and saying hey, there probably is a problem, but I'm still getting what I need, so I am just going to keep doing what I am doing.
Where am I on this body? I am definitely sick, and probably not working at this point. I wish the feet would take me to a hospital!!
If you think you are the feet, could you take me there?
His daughter, I probably have worked with you in ministries. You are my sister in Christ. I love you. Please remember that we are of the same body. The fact that you even posted means you know in your heart that there is something you should be doing. If you feel that your part is to stay there, then pray that He will direct you in what you need to do there to restore the body. If we just keep on doing business as usual, then we are not contributing to the healing. It can not be ignored and the light will bring all out of darkness. So, I hope that you were not saying that everything is great for you from your perspective and you are just going to go along with the norm. If you do, you will get sick eventually. Please ask God why he has you there and what you are suppose to do to help this church heal.
I too am asking God those questions. So far, my way, is to post here, love on people, keep asking questions, investigate, call the elders and demand action. If God compels me to attend, I will do so. But I know that He would send me there for a reason and that reason would be to further his work in bringing this all out so that the healing can begin. And just so you know that I do not say this to you out of ignorance, I too, thought everything was going well. But once you know the truth, you can't go back to what you were doing and ignore the truth. Your eyes will be opened and you will see and understand things that you saw and/or did not understand before. It gives you a heavy heart, it makes you cry, it makes you mourn for those times were everything looked wonderful, but it is the truth. Eventually, the truth will set us free, but we have to meet it head on. The collision for me was painful. I read the posts and I KNEW that some of them were true, because I saw and HEARD some of it, but I didn't know what I was seeing and I didn't understand. The moment your eyes are open your heart will weigh a thousand pounds and sink into your chest. I felt betrayed, deceived, stupid and as if I was raped. I was sad and then angry, and then sad again. And my journey has just begun. But God didn't open my eyes so that I could ignore what he was showing me. He has plans. My faith is becoming stronger and I see his hand move. Think how angry he must be that this has happened to his beloved church. Let him show you the truth and then use you for the miracle that I know is coming. God will compel Tony to be accountable. He will discipline him and he will move him from this place of power back into a humble place of submission to Him. We will be vindicated, we will be restored and we will rejoice.
His daughter, at the very least, ask questions, demand answers, look closer, leave no rock unturned. What you see under there will turn your blood cold. But, I promise you it is there. If you don't find it, it will find you and then you will not be prepared. Go do what God would have you do. But DO. Don't just pretend nothing is wrong because your world is not affected. Your brother and sisters (the hands, the arms, etc.) are crying out to you and they are still in pain.
I tell you the truth, the watchman has blown the trumpet and we have been warned. I will be a watchman as long as God lets me and I will tell the truth. The blood of those that ignore God's warning will not be on my hands nor anyone else's who loved their brother and sisters enough to take a stand. No, I didn't suffer 1/2 of what my brother and sisters did. But I feel their pain because I am in the body and I will not stand for the wolf on the pulpit misleading his people, leading them astray, manipulating them, using them for his own selfish purposes, letting them worship him and give him gifts and doing all this behind closed door so that the feet won't notice. Well I bet the feet aren't that blind after all. As for me, I will blow and blow and blow until the wolf is destroyed.
God Bless,
HeavyHeart