R.B. Thieme Jr.
Date: September 15, 2007 12:10PM
MsR07 siad:
Hello everyone. I'm a 19 year old female and I just joined after reading some of these discussions. (Brace yourselves because this post has nothing of substance other than to describe my recent questioning of these principles.)
I have been raised on what I've come to refer to as "Bible Doctrine," under Colonel Thieme, and that's all I've ever known. It hasn't been until recently, in the past year really, that I've stepped back and realized that I associate my salvation with doing everything the Colonel says, not even the Bible, but the Colonel.
COMMENT:
That is the biggest step you could take: noticing that your attention is on "The Colonel" and what he says rather than the Bible and what it says. Just noticing that is HUGE. Especially for a person who has never known any other teaching. Later on as you look back on your spiritual journey you will see how big it really is. Congratulations!
BACK TO YOUR FIRST POST:
I haven't come to question my faith, I am a Christian and I believe in God, Christ's death, and salvation through Christ with all that I am. But recently it's as though a window has opened in my mind and I've realized I can't back up anything I believe in, even to myself, other than it's what I learned from the Colonel.
COMMENT:
That is also a big step. My first independent non Thieme thought was:
"All these 'special vocabulary' words and concepts are not in the Bible. Is that the same thing as teaching things that are not in the Bible?" Answer: Yes. It was a long time after that that I began to notice other problems with the teaching, but I was a lone taper most of my time "under" the Colonel....so I thought I was the only one who had problems with his teaching. And until the Internet came along, there really was no way for us to find each other! Testy is right: The Internet has been a great means of liberating us. We don't camp on pro Thieme sites and pages and try to "prove" to them how wrong he is and how wrong they are; we find each other or post on appropriate message boards like this one. Most of us are interested in helping each other recover. Sometimes there is a lot of passion, but over all we have a pretty fair balance considering that the pro Thieme folks here lack a certain level of ability in making their points. The reason that is so I think has something to do with what you said: You can't back up anything you believe in even to yourself other than what you have learned from the Colonel. His teaching makes him the "pope" for his followers and removes the Bible from the direct view of the people in the pew. He taught us not to read that Bible in English and never ever spoke about reasons to trust the best of our English Bibles...for me that is the KJB. He TRAINED US not to "feed ourselves" by reading the Bible for ourselves. It was a false idea and it entrapped many people, smart people, too. His authority over us was granted to himself by himself not by God or God's Word.
YOU SAID:
I think he is a good man and has many many great principles, but surely only what he says is okay is not what I should base my entire faith upon. And like many of you have said, when questioned about the fact that I am in a cult-like organization, I usually find myself thinking "well, person, surely you must not truly understand the Bible. Poor soul."
COMMENT:
We have heard many people say things like that to us. ....If we don't agree with "the Colonel's" teachings then surely WE DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND IT." That is a form of denial.
YOU SAID:
I even find myself feeling guilty by coming to this site and making this post. Not guilt as if I might be blaspheming or sinning, but guilt because I have always been taught not to question what Col Thieme says.
COMMENT:
Yes, that is from your Thieme training. But the Bible COMMENDS believers who check out what they are being taught with the Word of God. And the great Apostle Paul himself is the one who praised the Bereans because they were more noble than the believers in Thessalonica:
Act 17:11 These were more noble than those in Thessalonica, in that they received the word with all readiness of mind, and searched the scriptures daily, whether those things were so.
Now if Paul could accept their inspection and their searching the Scriptures to see if what HE said was consistent with the Scriptures they already had {possibly only the Old Testament}, then why not the same process with Thieme? But every faithful taper or Berachah church member would see this as disloyalty and possibly even reversionism! So God's Word actually holds each believer responsilble for checking out whatever they hear from ANY Bible teacher. As a taper, I never had TIME to go back and look up all the verses we were given to "prove" Thieme's many "doctrinal breakthroughs" or any of his other teachings. And as Spiritual Liberty has said, nowhere in the Bible are we commanded to learn Greek or Hebrew to read God's Word. Any faithful translation from accurate copies of reliable texts will do. Most Christians in the past have had no access to "Greek and Hebrew" much less teachers who "taught from the original languages" and therefore it is not the be all and end all of Bible teaching as Thieme would have you believe. Questioning what you have always believed is part of growing up, and if these things can't stand a fair inspection, then they are not worth believing. The real truth of God's Word will stand the most rigorous questioning. And no man is to stand between you and that Word. If you are saved, you have the Holy Spirit, and He says
1Jo 2:27 But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.
The truth is, we listened to and trusted SOMEONE ELSE'S STUDYING of the Word of God, not the Word itself. We allowed ourselves to be impressed with a man's "qualifications" above what we should have done.
Another truth is that Thieme saw a real need in the Church, the Body of Christ, and that need is still present with us: there was and still is a dearth of verse by verse teaching through books of the Bible. But you don't have to have advanced degrees to lead a congregation in studying together through God's Book. And if you can't follow the thought of a Book as it goes from beginning to end IN ENGLISH, and explain it to someone else, then what on earth business do you have fooling around in Greek or Hebrew? It is AMAZING how well the Word explains itself in CONTEXT, and context is something you never get from Thieme's teaching.
YOU SAID:
I'm a naturally analytical and curious person, and not one to typically accept something "just because it's so." So I believe that in the back of my mind this questioning of his authority has been building up, yet supressed because of the emphasis of his word being final in my upbringing.
COMMENT:
You say you are 19 years old. Are you in college? Are you still living under your parents' roof? If you are in college, then that is good, because you are exposed to all kinds of other beliefs and opinions, and your parents would naturally expect for you to explore different ideas. I would advise you when talking with your parents to emphasize the fact that you are discovering what a joy it is to just read the ENGLISH, and to reason with them that Greek and Hebrew are not your native language. God has not commanded us to depend upon someone else who does know some of these languages but to depend upon HIM and the best English translation we can find, and the Holy Spirit says HE WILL TEACH US. Rather than getting in an argument with your folks over specific doctrines, that is the line I would take. If you are still living at home, it will be harder for you because I assume they would expect you to continue to listen to their tapes daily.
YOU SAID:
I'm not from Texas, but visited the church several times with my parents over the years. Occasionally I'd find myself surprised by something he said or some rule he has that seemed off-the-wall, and once I even made a half-joking comment to my mother about I hope I wouldn't be excommunicated from the church because heaven forbid I broke one of their rules... It was as though I had questioned the existence of God himself. She didn't take it well.
COMMENT:
I CAN IMAGINE!
YOU SAID:
Needless to say, I've decided my parents aren't the most unbiased people to discuss my sudden crisis with. But like I said, I'm very new to open my eyes to the fact that this just maybe isn't the absolute set-in-stone truth. I'm still figuring it out, and trying to decide where to go from here.
I suppose to sum up what I've been trying to say... This is all I know. If and when any of you first began to question some of his teachings after learning only that your entire life, where did you go? Where did you start, how did you come to a place that you felt good about, and did you have to learn to separate a few of the Colonel's oddities from God's word?
COMMENT:
Each of has had a slightly different path. For many years I was miserable, but did not know that Thieme's teachings had a LOT to do with it. From time to time I would go to Christian book stores and pick up one particular book and thumb through it. It was Bob George's CLASSIC CHRISTIANITY. I thought it was heresy! It taught that all my sins, your sins, everyone's sins, were FORGIVEN at the Cross, and you know Thieme does not teach that. So I would put it down and walk away. Finally after a loooonng time I bought the book and read it. It was WONDERFUL. It was the first real understandable explanation of real grace, not the fake grace according to Thieme. It opened up the "windows" of my direct relationship with Christ and God used it to teach me that God's love was not Thieme's "impersonal" love which was very off putting to say the least. It gave me my first taste of the liberty that Christ died and rose again to give me. After that it was a struggle about REBOUND, but God got through to me on that too. Christian radio is a mixed bag, but Malcolm Smith and Bob George radio ministries were very helpful to me in the beginning.
I well remember feeling that if REBOUND were not true, then what else was there in the Christian life? There was nothing else to do! My whole life was rebound, rebound, rebound. Thinking about rebound not being true felt like the floor was going to be pulled out from under me. But God had better things in store for me, and if you keep asking Him to teach you directly from His Book, He will teach you.
The advice that others have given you is good: THE WORD OF GOD is the source and you are entitled to read it for yourself and learn from it. So take long, big "bites" and you will soon give up that "guilty" feeling of disloyalty to the "Colonel" and replace it with a renewed faith in Christ Himself and His Word. There is no more solid foundation for life. And you are not taught that under Thieme.
In Christ and In Him Alone,
Sistersoap