Re: Kirkby Christian Fellowship
Date: September 17, 2021 07:51AM
Yep, Cheryl and Dave told me that my father, had sexually abused me when I was a child. I was so shocked, I was frightened to go home, I took 2 weeks off to process it. I had absolutely no memory of it. I am 60 now and I still have no memory of it. Talk about trauma, it so traumatised me. I had no support to deal with the horror of being told something like that, i was in my early 20s, and my whole world fell apart. Talk about being gaslighted. Those many counselling sessions, pushed me towards the very edge of insanity .I had had a really tough time before coming to “Mount Zion” as it was called then, a bullied childhood, and an extremely traumatising career experience, this made me very vulnerable. I was broken and trying to find healing, but I had always been a fighter. I was treated as the black sheep by my family, while my sibling was treated as the “ golden child”. I was the type of kid who spoke up, not the type to pretend everything was all right when it wasn’t. My Father was violent and used me as the scape-goat, but he did not sexually abuse me. For years I didn’t know what the truth was, I suffered 30 years with that deep pain and trauma.