Tiredofthis,
Here are some useful links regarding some of the symptoms you describe. This is written by a UK NHS neurologist as a patients guide, he makes the point that it to help people decide if their symptoms need the treatment of a professional, is not intended as a means of self-diagnosis which is always tricky. Even good MD's don't diagnose themselves or their families as the personal connection has a habit of skewing the diagnosis.
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www.neurosymptoms.org]
Nobody here has the expertise to help you, you need a face-to-face real-world consultation to have any hope of making progress. Anonymous people on the internet, however well-intentioned, are not in a position to offer much concrete help other than referring you to a specialist professional. Here is more info on the subject of dissociation. It has become far more understood in the past twenty five years and is now believed to be as common as depression and anxiety disorders:
'Advances in the Diagnosis of Dissociative Disorders
Over the past twenty five years, there has been an increase in scientific research on the diagnosis and treatment of dissociative disorders.'[
strangerinthemirror.com]
Get some real-world help. Whatever the problem turns out to be, if indeed there is a significant problem which only a professional can determine, real-world help is the only solution.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 12/07/2010 04:56AM by Stoic.