I think it was here: [
groups.yahoo.com]
So you are a practitioner of dzogchen then?
If New Zealand is a dead-end then the question remains where did he learn the stuff that he practices and what is the point of creating this "thunder-being" mythos? Do you know he once played a bit part in a movie, and also wrote soap operas? Maybe this is his idea of a good soap opera, LOL.