Will this man never give up ? here`s yet another gaslighting email from master-manipulator James Swartz. Two years and counting. why don`t you give it a break James and stop digging that hole you keep finding yourself in ?
James blocked me from writing to him ever since I wrote to him in defence of Satchitananda and his European vedanta Ashram.... Fully backed by Swami Paramarthananda and his organisation. He saw Satchitananda as competition and the fact that he was endorsed by the top member of the lineage, was just too much to bear. He should have offered to help Satchitananda with his project instead of blacking his name in the most disgusting fashion in the Shiningworld website pages.
As he`s blocked me but keeps sending me gaslighting emails, I have to reply to him here. James apparently sent an email to Gxxx and then forwarded it to me for some reason best known to himself.
James, writing to Gxxx ....
"I never give up on anybody. They give up on me. For instance, you got fed up with me so I left you alone."
` Fed up` ? you mean that Gxxx thought you were a charlatan ... pity he lost his courage and slipped back under.
" But I was always ready to take you back if you had the right Attitude. Eventually, your attitude changed and now we are communicating something helpful. I got the money to pay you to help me too, even though you have plenty of your own money and are attached to it. That's why you save it."
Ha ha ha ...what a joke. That`s an expensive Spanish home you`ve got there James. half paid for by donations. that`s a lot of donations squirreled away. nice Toyota too. what about that fancy motor home you had when you were living free in Bend. All big ticket items. who`s the one here who is attached to money ? how much have you got saved ?
Good for Gxxx for getting you to pay him for his S/W services. You`ve got deep pockets James and short arms. it was amusing to see you actually part with some of your money.
" Stan is a good guy on the surface with a nasty little demon beneath like me and you and everyone else."
Sorry James, that`s pure bullshit.....speak for yourself. not everybody has a nasty demon beneath like you claim for yourself. you can`t explain away your nastiness samskara by saying everyone is the same and hiding behind that statement.
You`re actually right when you unwittingly admitted that you`re a good guy on the surface with a nasty demon beneath. The irony obviously escapes you.
" I freely accept my dark side."
That`s NOT the same as having a "nasty Demon beneath" is it ? slippery words James. " nasty " in fact. i`m surprised that you missed your usual cop-out by hiding behind the self ie ...I`m the self so I don`t have a dark or light side. oops ...
" That’s what Chapter 11 of the Gita is about. I’m sure Stan never read it, or if he did he missed the point. He missed most of the important points of the Gita."
Really ? since when ? I was the blue eyed boy until I refused to kow tow to your Trump Derangement Syndrome bullying. ok, I said you shouldn`t mix vedanta with politics as well and that`s what got me booted out of Shiningworld. It has to be your way or the highway everytime doesn`t it. quite pathetic really. I thought much better of you. I hope you`re enjoying your time with sleepy Joe Biden now. you said he`s a "smart guy" so why do you still rant about Trump ? What are you in denial of so much that you still harass me two years after my departure from Shiningworld ? I suppose that`s an impossible question for you to answer under the circumstances.
" All he has to do is say to himself, "I don't like that nasty little demon in me and I'm going to train it to be nice." But he is so identified with the good guy image that it would destroy his whole identity, so he works hard to blame others for his issue with his not-self. If he knew that that little demon was his "not self," as Vedanta says, he could embrace it and he'd start growing into the light. "
What a load of Bullshit. Who do I blame for my apparent issues with my "not self" ?? I`m not troubled by a demon within me and if I did, I wouldn`t train it to be `nice`. that`s psychology which is most of what your teaching is if truth be known. it doesn`t get to the core of the problem and remove it.
And incidentally, who the heck are you to say that i`m not a "good guy" ? is that true just because you say so and on what basis ? you hardly know me personally so you know what you can do with your persistent gaslighting.
I`m certainly not identified with maintaining a "good guy image" as i`m not a `bad guy`. What sort of guru teaching is this ? does it benefit anybody ? is it well meant ? obviously not.
But he's accustomed to lurking in the shadows peering out looking for danger.
You`re one sick dude James. can you back up or explain this lying nonsense ? why should anybody accept this drivel at face value ? because you say it ? I`d only be in danger if I still believed in your cultish manipulations. they don`t work any more as i`ve seen through you. ok, it took me 10 years of being close up to you and watching you carefully, but better late than never.
He knows he's the Self but he can't accept it because he knows that the Self doesn't judge "others" because there are no others. So he is stuck.
So let me get this straight. I Know i`m the self but I can`t accept it ? how does that work ? If I know i`m the self, then there is nothing `other` that I can`t accept as there is only the self. end of problem. there indeed are no `"others" so how can I be stuck ?
You only say I am stuck because you are a nasty vindictive old fraud who has not cleaned up the last of your deepest samskaras. you are in denial and need to project your suppressed suffering onto other people such as myself. why ? because you know I have seen through you and you find it unbearable.
You don`t realise that Ishwara has sent you a way out of your predicament by showing you that you will never have total peace until you have faced your cause of suffering. i`m simply the little stone in your shoe that feels like it has grown ever larger the longer you have ignored it. it`s nothing personal to do with me if you would but see it.
I'm the only person who can help him because he sees me as some kind of strong successful person.
No James, you still feel small, insecure and week. You can fool yourself most of the time as you fool most of your students most of the time through your manipulations. it`s not their fault as they only want to see the best in you, themselves and the teaching in all innocence. you take advantage of that by not only foisting your projections of grandeur on them but by bullying them into accepting your own personal worldly opinions as well. that you have your hand in their pocket searching out their cash so much only makes things worse. You even didn`t pay your taxes in India and had to run away from the taxman of a poor country that gave you your credibility on the spiritual `scene`. even bragged about it in an SW newsletter and now can`t return to India.
Why were you told to leave your loaned home in Bend and forfeited the financial support that went with it ? Why can`t you teach in the Colorado Center anymore ? How did you acquire the first half of your Spanish home loan ?
" strong successful person" my ass. you`re a shameless charlatan.
That’s why he likes Trump. He doesn’t give a shit about morality.
Ha ha ...oh no, not Trump again. jeez ...you`ll be taking Trump to your grave James. Just keep all the woke nonsense to yourself and stick to vedanta where you can. and yes, you may have had 5 jabs and will gladly have another five but keep that to yourself too.
As for "morality", well, just enjoy your time with sleepy Joe Biden. you think he`s a "smart guy" so enjoy the results of his tenure. it might cheer you up. who cares ?
He will suck up to anyone with power because the little guy inside feels powerless, pushed around by “others,” when he simply pushes himself around. Now that’s funny. He would become a strong successful person if he took a stand as the Self and admitted that he is protecting a hurt judgmental person.
And you know who you`re really talking to don`t you James. Just yourself. I feel sorry for you having come this far and getting stuck at your final hurdle. it can`t be easy and you may not believe it but I feel sorry for you.
He's two-faced but you can’t actually be two different people at the same time. I had a friend who invited me to live next door and when she got another more interesting romantic interest she asked me to move out because it was embarrassing for her. I told her I would move out if she could tell me if she was the one who wanted me or the one who didn't.
A few weeks later she moved out.
Ha ha ha ... I bet she couldn`t move out fast enough ! You`re really full of it aren`t you ? I must remember not to ask you for any chat-up lines with the women James ....i`d probably end up changing pronouns or something.
Take it easy James ....till the next time you gaslight me.