English is not my mother tongue I'm a [...] German.

I have recovered from eckankar when I was 35 years old.

And especially from this excercise:
(Singing) Hu at 24:00 at midnight 30 minutes for a quarter year while rubbing my Pineal Gland.

But this is long ago it was in 1982.

It takes me approcs. two years to recover.
I recovered with the full program:
Suicide, mental clinic 1/4 year, deep depression for 2 years.
I never spoke to a MD about eckankar while in the mental clinic.
Rejoining eckankar again for two month.
Then leaving eckankar.

Happy day: Clockwork Orange is my favourite self initiated deprogrammer.

In 1982 eckankar have had two Eck masters at the same time
ruling eckankar. Harold Klemp (declared outlawed 1982 by me) and Darwin Gross (Meister der Weiber)

When you are thinking these description about my cult experiences is a bit short
then you are right.
I have not described in subtle detail the grab of the different virtual ghosts into my Pineal
Gland and into my asshole.


While in eckankar I studied in parallel the full esoteric program:
This was not recommended by the former eck-center Mahdis but by me.
This was not a good idea or was it my salvation ?

Gurdjieff
Gurdjieff 's Work is never done
He busts your ass from sun to sun
And even after he is dead
He squeezes on your tits in bed
(by Dave Archer)

Jiddu Krishnamurti
U.G.Krishnamurti
Subud
Jan Cox (I think Rick Ross will miss this guy in his forum).

and many more ...


more will be continued or not.



[...]

What doesn't kill me/us makes me/us harder. (by anton hynkel)

Remember: The harder will eat the softer but they are hungry all the time anyway.


Cult status on planet earth 23.8.2011:

Every 10 seconds a new cult is born.
Every 9 seconds an old cult is dying.


Sorry: Cults are created to feed the Professionels-MD-Masters-off-Psychology with ex-cults-accident loosers.
This is a very distorted multi culti conspiracy theorie.


Sometimes or often when I write in a forum in my mothe rtongue language german the people also didn't accept or understand what I'm writing my fingers to wounds.


cult secret-nb: 3795: There are cults in a cult in a cult ...
cult secret-nb: 8389: Cults have a fallout with subbranches and subbranches and subbranches ...

The one man member cult: U.G.Krishnamurti



exit or entrance:







This is Kaput.

This is chapter 1.)

There will be no chapter two, three, four, ...
This is not for our all and everyone ants neither for the very few fucking gods.
This is not written for the ordinary follower of any kind of religion, secret sect or cult or esoteric
teaching/working school neither for those who will save our earth and/or mankind.
It's only written for me.
Do not start this journey - you are plunging into the dark - here is a little lamp -
- I show you how to rub it - make shure you know-how-to-rub-it.
I'm no author and have no office or secretary and I shit onto followers.
But those may follow who have the courage to stand alone.
I have no copyrights and hold no patents on my writings.
You may copying, changing, rearranging, falsifying, claim authorship or distribute
this writings into your own manner and fashion.
Eh boy, remember, there is no truth in words nor books or bibles; - perhaps in science ?
This is a complete open nosystem like the universe.
It is not created neither destroyed by Gods/Kali. It's mere like La'hut, the infinite negative void.
It's a running dance,
a running dance,
run, run,
dance, dance.
Man is only fodder for what: For Gods, for superhumans, for aliens, for himself ?
Remember: Not why is the question.
Ask how.
I can give the solution to you, but: can you take it ?
And if you take it I'm not responsible if you explode into the expanding universe.
If you are searching for the ultimate deeper understanding of all and everything I cannot help you.
But I can help you when your search has come to an end.
This nosystem is not for you who trust in religion or humanity or philosophy or science
or WORK or art or psychology or family or sports or health or money or entertainment or esoteric
or ...
This nosystem is unholy dark and will give you never any kind of satisfaction.
You cannot share it with your best friend, family or neighbor.
Your way of looking to things inside and outside is completely different to mine.
We share not the same background neither the future development.
A short while we are travelling together. This way comes to a split and we are separated.
So, every union will be separated. My god is not stability, love, power, creation, devotion,
knowledge, wisdom, freedom, peace, blessing, health, money, nature, present, it is ...
Running around in fucking circles and playing in someones backyard.
I give no secret teachings, no recommandations, no help, no opinion, no guide, no commands, ...
Man is not the crown of the evolution/revolution/transmutation, it's a short time side trip-split.
So I'm not interested in spiritual teachers, prophets, pyramid builders, artists, clowns,
master-gurus, obyvatels, guild-masters, ...
If you are meeting a fire-walker-ego-session put some screws (M10) into the glowing wood,
invite the walkers and see the dancing bears.
Do you hear me, do you feel me, do you grill me, do you kill me ?
I know nothing, I understand nothing, I can do nothing, I'm interested in nothing.
My IQ is with the level of asphalt.
Now I'm well prepared.
I have stopped in my tracks now here ...
Good bye, good luck, trust only yourself.


In a random order and a nickname session:
Jiddu Krishnamurti (A famous FOG-TALKER)
U.G. Krishnamurti (He makes a real reboot after his total system crash)
John G. Bennett (Hat der etwa G. verstanden?)
Georg I. Gurdjieff (Bei ihm wurde heißer gegessen als gekocht.)
Piotr D. Ouspensky (Mit 3-fachen Knoten in den Gehirnwindungen.)
Paul Brunton (Traveller)
Alice A. Bailey (harmless)
Robert Anton Wilson (harmless)
Thomas Ring (Geschwulst)
Jane Roberts (Medium)
Swami Narayanananda (Impotent)
Anton Hynkel (der kleine Mann hat ein Geräusch gemacht)
Der Nazarener (Founder of an ancient religious split path)
Gautama the Buddha (Founder of an ancient religious split path)
Mohammed (Prophet and founder of an ancient religious split path)
Idries Shah (Harmless)
Ron-TRON Hubbard (Gelungene Operation Mindfuck)
Keith Sherwood (Krank oder gesund ?)
Shinichi Seike (Und wieder ist es einigen gelungen zu fliegen.)
Wilhelm Reich (Fucking Orgon-Boxer)
Friedrich Nietzsche (Jedermann/frau bekannt, wenn er hat Verstand)
Adolf Martin Oppel (Grießbreifresser)
Oriella (Steigts du aus der Badewanne, füll' das Wasser in die Kanne)
Alfred Richard Orage (G.'s Darling)
Jan Cox (Nickname Chicago. Top secret: He never met G.)
Paul Twitchell (Paule der Faule Copyrighter-copywriter von Heckankar)
Darwin Gross (Meister der Weiber)
Harold Klemp (Wurde im Juni 1982 von mir für vogelfrei erklärt)
Omar Kayyam (Übersetzung von Edward Fitzgerald, leider vergriffen)
Professor D.Lane (Makes pee to a foot of Paule der Faule)
Vissarion (Macht Feuer in Sibirien)





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