Yes, that was it, thanks.
That passage is almost identical, emotionally, to passages in the book Altar Music, about certain nuns who "communed" with eachother touching eachothers chests/hearts, except they were not nude in a pool in the book!
But there were other areas of the book, about the sexual abuse from the older nun to the younger nuns, but they didn't go into much detai
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